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May. 11th, 2005 @ 10:03 pm
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MarqueeMo0n: and i supply potheads with special herbs LaDey LuQ: good shit. LaDey LuQ: haha. LaDey LuQ: too bad your ass doesnt live by mee. LaDey LuQ: i'd be your BEST costumer. MarqueeMo0n: i wouldnt make you pay for weed girl LaDey LuQ: that's soo sweet! LaDey LuQ: thats like telling a girly girl that you'll take her shopping at bloomingdales!
how sweet that boy is. I <3 him.
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So this past week has been by far the CRAZIEST week of my life. lemme explain. and fyi my mother was out of town saturday-wednesday. :D
Sunday: dont really remember what happened during the day but we had a bonfire in my back yardand got high then went to claire's house to sleep...((not one of the crazier events of the week)).
Monday: woke up late for school...inentionally. smoked a jay before the fucking 9:15 bus came. got on the bus and went to school...no cody...weird. you know. so we go through school blah blah cody, heather, aaron, claire, robiie, and i all took lots of bong hits in my living room it was a good time.
Tuesday: my fucking brother was supposed to take me to school but his ass didnt even come home the night before so i woke up late once again. missed first period once again. got to school at snack and whatever. school dont matter. after school we went to smoke hut for like an hour just talking and chillin with the guys that work there. cody got a new zong for free cuz when face ( the guy that works there) was wrapping it up for him it broke. but cody epoxied it. then we went to my pad and heather and aaron came over. me and heather and claire bought 12.5 grams and took more bong hits. we stayed up till midnight and me and tosh took 4:20 bong hits at midnight. then they all boned otu and i slept.
Wednedsday...4:20: woke up took a bong hit. called claire told her ass to get over to my house. cody called told his ass to get over to my house. tosh called told his ass to get over to my house. we all got real faded. then heather came with all the buds. we rolled a blunt. took smoe bong hits. yada yada. so many people came over oaky all the people that were there: me, claire, cody, tosh, nick sprunk, robbie sprunk, heather, aaron, ethan, ethan's friend, megan, johnny, mike, miles, arian, fat jimmy, hannah, vince, tony, and soem other heads. so fucking fun! then everyone sort of left by like 5 or so. but meggie baby gave me 3 somas and claire gave me a xannax (zanny bar) and then somehow it was just me robbie and cody. robbie decided he wanted to get a half fronted to him and we all decided to use me n claire's bong as collateral.well right when we are about to leave, claire calls and is like me and my dad got in to a fist fight bla bla and were like okay go to cody's. so we go over to hawthorne get the half and give him the bong and shit. then go back to cody's and we're about to roll personal blunts and i was supposed to be home and hour ago but im so fucked up i didnt even care you know? haha. then my mom calls and im like dont answer! but krystal (cody's sister) answered it not knowing it was my mom. so i hear a honk and im all trippin cuz cody has court the next day and ireally dont want to leave and shit and i REALLY dont want him to leave you know so i give him a hug and im like dont ogo anywhere okay? and hes like haha okay. so my mom gets there and she's like i've already taken claire home she climbed out her windown and was on her way here. im like i know retard. so we get home my mom knows im fucked up beyond belief partly cuz its 420 and partly cuz i just look like a fuckin zombie and shit. so i talk to my mom and i tell her all this shit about how i like cody. about how im scared of him going away and all kinds off shit. i start to get all emotional and im like i gotta call cody. so i call cody and im like crying hysterically like cody i dont want you to go im so scared i dont want you to leave bla bla bla crying cryin crying dont even remember what i was saying but i was like i have so much shit i need to say to you but i cant say it just a fuckin psycho moment okay. lol. so i go to bed im okay whatever.
Thursday: i wake up fucked up and all i can think about is cody and he is at courtand he might be getting sent away. i cant stop. so im like okay ill write him a letter. i write him this letter saying everything i ever had to say to him, but it just makes things worse. by 4th period im so broken up and fuckin emotional that i cant sit in class. so im like bathroom...now. and leave class. i go to mr schoenberg and tell him all about it just to get it off my chest you know. i tell him how i've had all this shit bottled up inside me for like two months because i couldnt let anyone know i liked cody cuz claire had already staked her claim on him. so i pretty much just exploded emotionally. mr schoenberg helped me to feel a lot better. im calm, im calm. lol. i go back to 4th and when i get to lunch im walking across freshman circle and i just hear claire screaching my name like KAITLYN COME HERE NOW!!!!!! and im like oh shit. so i run over and robbie is getting his life threatened by this guy who's like part of the mexican mafia cuz this guy fronted us that half. so me n claire bone out out of school. go to hawthorne give the buds back and i think we're on our merry way. next thing i knowi see robbie running out to the car yelling for claire come on come on. and im like what the fuck! they get in the car and drive away and they're like look we jack this little nug. they pull it out and its like an eighth nug. so we smoke some and sell the rest and make back the money we owe the guy for what we smoked out of the half. we drop calire back at school and i read the letter to robbie and he gives me the okay to give it to cody. so we go to cody's take some bong hits, and i give him the letter. then we o to my houseand cody is like hey i still got 6 zannies you want some and im like yah for sure. so he gives me one then were sitting in my living room and he gives me anther, then he's like about to take another and im like cody...no. and he breaks it in half and igves it to me. and im like...okay. :) so then im like cody come here ioutside with me. and he like okay. we sit down and hes like what's up? and i was like you tell me. and hes like about the letter? and i was like yeah...honestly. and he was like okay...kaitlyn we're friends. and i was like okay. im fine with that. and we just talked about shit and he was like you're a lot easier to talk to than claire. then we went to go get a scale and we were walking all fucked up. it was me tosh and cody. me and cody waited on the end of the block and just layed down on the corner. then i wanted to go to spring fest real bad. so im like come on come on come on. but no one else besides cody wanted to come. so we went back to my house then some how we got to cody's. me and cody both all z-barred out are like nap time! we go in to his room and we're laying there blah blah and his hand is near mine so both of us kinda just make our way to holding hands. and im like does this make you uncomfortable? and he's like this...and shakes his hand and i was like yeah. and he was like no does it make you uncomfortable? and i was like no i thought we were just friends though. and he was like we are and i was like okay we're just friends napping together. then i wake up to claire of all people walking in like kaitlyn your moms out side lets go now. from there things were kind of a blur i know i ended up at my dads talking to claire i know im kicked out of my house. i told my dad i wanted to go away for like a month or so. maybe i will. i dont know. i woke up this morning at like 10 at my dad's and now im here gathering my shit. fucking CRAZINESS. well im out. xxxo.
-mE.Current Mood:  confused
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okay so the people that story don there was about were....
claire, cody, robbie, me, and some other girl....
figure out who goes where.
haha. :D and the first guy and my friend are going out now.
and my friend thinks that the second guy likes me...but i dont think so. so yeah thats the drama update.
im gonna go smoke a cigarette and soak up the sun in my back yard...maybe listen to some bob marley maybe have a beer.....that sounds real good right now. :D xxxo.
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there has been so much drama over spring break. lol. funny drama. i hung out with one guy for 3 days in a row and every day he jacked a different person and was like supposed to get in fihgts with them and shit. pretty fuckin crazy.
so my friend hooked up with this guy that i like. but she didnt know so i dont really care. anyways this other guy that im friends with was giving her shit about how she hooked up wth the first guy and all this shit telling her how fucked up she was and blah blah and i didnt even tell the second guy that i like the first guy...he just knew. and the funniest part is that i like(d) the second guy before i liked the first guy but the second guy doesnt know that.
THEEEEEN last night we all got drunk at the beach and he ((the first guy)) was on like 3 and a half klonapins and he was trying to get on another girl and the other guy was like oh yeah ______((my friend))) is all butt hurt cuz ________((the first guy))is tyring to get on the other girl. and then the guy i like was all oh its okay cuz kaitlyn is butt hurt cuz i messed around with ________((my friend)). HAHA! i couldnt believe he actually said that. lol. he has some balls to say that RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. haha. i jsut laughed. i was like you're so full of yourself.
THEN. my friend went to te guy's house this morning to talk to him about ho he was tryingto get on the other girl and the other girl slept at his house!!! MY GOODNESS.
and everyone thought that this guy was all innocent and shit. BULLSHIT. lol. haha oh yeah and to my friend he was like so would you be mad if i messed around with kaitlyn. and she was like oh yeah lets just have a threesome and last night he goes....so howbout that threesome. he was SOOOOOOOOOOO fucked up. he's just horrible. but i still like him...my friend still likes him...and the other girl still likes him. lol.
good shit ey? haha. oh yeah and me and claire bought a new bong...her name is gazer beam. she's so purrdy. i want to ride my bike to the beach. but no one wants to go with me....:( maybe ill get soemone to go with me later on. hmm.... well im offffff. xxxo.
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So, the last time I wrote was like a week ago...
the only real exciting things that happened were...
-I drove to school on thursday. :D Didn't have school Friday, sat around and got high with Claire, Cody, Robbie, and Nick. They went camping...well it turned out to be more like a drive, some "romping", and then they drove home. pretty gay if you ask me. Sunday was easter so I had a gang of family over and me, Spencer, Claire, Rob, and Nick effing rolled a FFAATT blunt and smoked it on white street. we almost got rolled...this cop came up right after we were done and thank god we had the air circulator on or we would have DIED. like wow! we got pretty damn lucky.
-oh yeah, on saturday night claire and i jung out with matt and 2 of his friends and we went to some hawthorne party and i got way fucked up...drank some shit called hop skip and go naked. yeah...yum. and 3 somas. it was intense. a good intense, but definatley intense. then yesterday i didnt go to school. me and claire hung out with robbie all day and i kicked his ass. haha. not really, but i put up a good fight. daaaaaaaaaaamn...im done writing. xxxo. <3
-mE.
Mar. 29th, 2005 @ 09:14 pm
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hmmm.........im bored.
nothing to do.
no money.
no pot.
no friends.
nothing to do.
-mE.
Mar. 20th, 2005 @ 02:51 pm
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this weekend has been fun. friday went to the club.
today hung out with claire, cody, and robbie all day.
tomorrow gonna go out to dinner for my cousin's birthday.
monday i have my first "behind the wheel" driving lesson, and after that i'm allowed to drive to school with mommy and stuff! :):) haha. i'm done. xxxo.
-mE.
Mar. 19th, 2005 @ 07:58 pm
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GUESS WHO GOT THEIR PERMIT...?
ME!!!!!!!!!
Yeah suckas.
well...that's it. i think. xxxo.
-mE.
Mar. 17th, 2005 @ 10:10 pm
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today i came up on so much weed. it was awesome.
hung out with megan which was tight, cuz she doesnt ever call me anymore. it was like an "occasion"
my brother bought a 3 foot glass on glass double chamber bong. it's so pretty. i love it.
I finished my driving classes today, and i passed th practice test. good job me.
Wednesday=permit. :):) i'm done. xxxo.
-mE.
Mar. 13th, 2005 @ 08:00 pm
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So today at snak me and Claire are just sitting there smoking a cigarette outside whatever you know the usual. We see Teri so we're like TERI!!! and he came over and was like why arent you guys smoking a joint? and we were like...got no bud man, so he just pulls out a joint, hands it to me and tells me to spark it. So I am like yah sucka I light that shit we smoke it. We start to walk back on campus and birdman is sitting on his little cart waiting for kids to come back on campus so we're like FUCK. Me and Claire both already have one truancy ticket each and neither of us wants or needs another. So we try to walk around him but he just drives and turns around and is like ladies can I see your off grounds? and we're like uhh we aint got no first period and he was like get on and straight up, we were lik no man no. So we go in the Science hall and we're like oh fuck you know. We start to walk out and birdman is sitting on the big hill outside the science hall waiting for us. So webook it to the bathroom and Top ramen...( i dont know her real name) goes damn you guys reak of bud. We tell her the whole story and she's like oh fuck. and were lik yeah. so i change my whole outfit, take off my headband, my sweatshirt, my jeans (( i put on my aerobics pants )) and took the patch off my backpack. I fuckin am walking to class like 15 minutes late and I am about to walk to the PE area and there's Mr Bendale and Birdman and Mr bendale has a palm pilot with everyone's schedule in it so he'd be able to look up my schedule. I fuckin raaaaaaaaaaan as fast as I could so they wouldn't see me, ran in to the girls locker room and did my thing whatever. Then a security gaurd came in and I was for sure that she was going to come for me an be like Kaitlyn needs to come with me to the office. But it wasnt for me. We got soooooooooo lucky. Oh My!
Then I went to the gym and saw the most disturbing thing ever. I saw my Geometry techer in her bra and thong blow drying her hair in the locker room. EW! I will never look at her the same. double you tee eff man. well yes I am done rambling. xxxo.
-mE.
Mar. 11th, 2005 @ 08:57 pm
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So, the other night me, my brother, Berman, and Nick all were smoking in Berman's parking garage at his house, and Berman told me that at smokehut they are selling Spencer's old bong...for 40 dollars!!! :):) I am going to buy it and it is going to be sick. I loved that bong.
Today we (me an Claire) smoked with Cody and Robbie. Robbie is soooooooo hot. haha :P oh!! and I got a C on my science test!! :) how exciting, I thought that I was going to FAIL!!
I get my permit in less than a week. YAY!!!!!!!!!! I was soo bad today, I ate too much. I ate a breakfast sandwich in the morning that my momy made, a cheese stick and snack, grapes at lunch, pizza, a reces, and a little milky way in 6th period, a big bowl of cereal after I got high with Claire, Cody, and Robbie, and now I am eating subway. I am gonna gain like 5 pounds from just today.
I want to talk to Mat. Because he is hot. and awesome. <3 I am done. xxxo.
-mE.
Mar. 10th, 2005 @ 08:25 pm
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So, if I remember I'll probably write in this darn thing again. Ashley wants me to. I don't know why. When I do write in here...It's boring anyways. lol.
Today I stayed home from school. Talked to Mat (<my luv3) all day. Hung up some laundry. Ate an apple. And watched ahhhh! real monsters, and rocko's modern life.
Now I am listening to music. Writing in here. Waiting to do something. I'm still wearing my pjs, and it's 320. lol. Anyways. I am out. Nothing more to write.
xxxo.
-mE.
Mar. 8th, 2005 @ 03:15 pm
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hey yeah yeah. whats up kiddies. im in catalina just sitting here. having fun. like always. :) were gonna go to dinner soon. it should be a good time. uhm...lets see. nothing much to write. "/ so im gonna stop. but ill be writing in here more again so look forward to it. ;) love you guys. xxxo.
-mE.
Dec. 27th, 2004 @ 07:25 pm
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i hate that fucking cunt. i wanna just die to spite her. FUCKING WHORE. here's te leter i wrote her.
Kimi- You’ve done it. You’ve placed the last straw on the camel’s back, and I don’t know if I can live with this anymore. •You manipulate me any chance you get: Giving me 5 dollars at a time in a hope of getting me to cut down on smoking weed and cigarettes.Only paying for my dinner if I go out with you and the family. Making me do chores if I don’t want to spend time with you and the family. Trying to put me on a guilt trip if I say anything negative about the family, or say that I don’t want to do something with the family. (like staci’s wedding shower) You buy me things in a hope that I will do things for you, or treat you nice, or want to spend time with you, and when I don’t, once again you try to put me on a guilt trip. Let’s refer to the legend john lennon and I want you to think about his words of wisdom: Money can’t buy you love. •You’re rude: when WE ARGUE, YOU’RE SARCASTIC WITH ME, YOU’RE MORE OF A SMART ASS THAN I AM, YOU IGNORE ME IF YOU DON’T WANT TO TALK, YOU’RE CONDESCENDING. IF WE GO OUT TO EAT AND THERES ON THING WRONG, YOU CANT STOP COMPLAINING FOR THE ENTIRE MEAL:RUBY’S THE DAY OF STACI’S WEDDING. YOU’RE ALSO RUDE TO THE WAITER OR WAITRESS WHENEVER WE GO OUT TO EAT. You treat them as if they are your slave. YOU’RE RUDE TO MY FRIENDS, AND YOU DON’T EVER LISTEN TO ANYONE ELSE WHEN YOU’RE ARGUING. •YOU’RE EMBARASSING: WHEN WE WERE IN THAT PIZZA PLACE IN PALM SPRINGS AND YOU WERE LITERALLY YELLING AT MIKE ON THE PHONE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE RESTURANT. YOU THINK YOU’RE FUNNY BUT YOU’RE NOT. YOU THINK YOU’RE “HIP” BUT YOU’RE NOT. YOU THINK YOU KNOW HOW TEENAGERS ARE AND HOW THEY THINK, SO YOU TRY TO CONNECT WITH MY FRIENDS OR ME BUT REALLY, YOU’RE JUST EMBARASSING YOURSELF. •YOU DON’T CARE ABOUT ANYONE ELSE: WHENEVER WE ARGUE, YOU’LL NEVER COMPRAMISE: MY FRIENDS IN THE HOUSE, CURFUE, THE 5 DOLLARS A DAY, NUMEROUS OTHER THINGS THAT I CANNOT RECALL. YOU LACK COMPASSION, YOU DON’T EVER LOOK AT THE SITUATION FROM SOMEONE ELSE’S POINT OF VIEW.ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS YOUR WELL BEING, IF SOMETHING DOESN’T BENEFIT YOU, YOU WON’T DO IT. YOU THINK THAT EVERYTHING THAT EVERYONE DOES IS ABOUT YOU, THE WORLD DOESN’T REVOLVE AROUND YOU, IF I DON’T WANT TO DO SOMETHING WITH THE FAMILY, DON’T TAKE IT PERSONALLY I JUST DON’T WANT TO…I WOULD RATHER HANG OUT WITH MY FRIENDS!! •YOU THINK YOU’RE FLAWLESS: YOU NEVER TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE THINGS THAT YOU DO, AND IF YOU DO, YOU ALWAYS HAVE AN EXCUSE FOR WHY YOU’VE DONE IT. THINK ABOUT THIS: ME AND SPENCER BOTH AGREE ON THE FACT THAT YOU’RE CRAZY…YOU KICK OUT YOUR 18 YEAR OLD, THEN YOU PROCEED TO KICK OUT YOUR 15 YEAR OLD…THEN CALL HER BROTHER ASK WHERE SHE IS AND NOT BOTHER TO CALL HER BUT YOU TELL HER BROTHER THAT YOU ARE GOING TO CALL THE POLICE AND FILE A MISSING PERSON’S REPORT WITHOUT EVEN ATTEMPTING TO GET IN TOUCH WITH ME. And this is after you’ve insulted me by calling me a liar and a drug addict, and insulted my friends countless times. You’ve convinced the family that you do no wrong and that spencer and I are just horrible people. You’ve convinced the family that I’m a drug addict. You’ve pretty much made everyone in the family not like either of us or our friends.You loaned spencer hundreds of dollars and never really asked him to pay you back until you got in a fight. Then you couldn’t get off of his ass for it for about 3 months. THEN you wont even front me 40 dollars out of my NEXT month’s money to buy my concert ticket. •You’re insulting: you call me a druggie and a liar. You embarrass me in the parking lot of my school by yelling at me telling me I am addicted to marijuana. You treat me like I am a 5 year old.All of the sudden since you fucked up the first 15 years of parenting you’re trying to be the brady bunch mom. Well guess what it’s not gonna work, you’re just going to make me want to rebel more. You’re just going to me the hate that I have for you keep on growing and growing. Oh and lets not forget the time you thought I was bulimic. Now that hurts whether you’d like to think it does or not, it does. All the times you hint to me that you would really like it if I made new friends. You and the family talk crap about me constantly, I know because I’ve heard of it. And I also know because I’ve heard you guy sit around and dish out some mad shit about aunty kerry, or heather, or even aunty ruth. You think that you can’t trust me, well how about I play the part then, how about I bust you out to the whole family like you’ve done to me. How about I tell everyone how much of a backstabber and manipulator you are. Since you’ve already fucked up my family relationships. How would you like that?? •You’re closed minded: you just never look at another perspective besides yours.
So with that said, let’s get down to the real drama. I can’t even begin to tell you how much you’ve fucked with my head, fucked with my life, fucked with my relationships, just fucked me up totally. I hate you, and I’m sad to say that I love too. I don’t want to love you. You’ve done so many things to me that are just inexcusable. You manipulate me so much. And believe me, if I wanted to, I could do the same. I could lie to you, and make you think that I’m some kind of angel, but I thought that I could trust you. I thought that If I told you these things, it would help our relationship. Now all it’s done is turn you against me. All my efforts to better our relationship have turned on me. I can’t seem to do the right thing with you. I could make you think that I do no wrong, and I could lie to you all the time. But I don’t, I’m 97% honest with you. Almost all the time I tell you the truth. I tell you I smoke weed, I tell you I smoke cigarettes. I’d tell you if I did anything else but I don’t. not yet at least. Like you used to tell me that I could tell you anything and you know what, I was dumb enough to trust you. I really thought that you wouldn’t turn it against me. But you have and just like I’ve lost your trust, you’ve lost mine, and I’m not sure you’ll ever be able to regain it. Because what you’ve done has completely fucked up my entire life. You’re the reason that I’ve ever even contemplated suicide. You’re part of the reason I even smoke in the first place. You’re the reason that I am never around. You’re the reason I never used to get along with my father. You’d make him do all the punishing and all the stuff that was inconvenient for you, because you never wanted to be the bad guy. You always wanted to be the one we could run to and try to get help from. You had me convinced for the longest time that you were an angel and dad was satan. But now I see right through you. I see who you really are, and you’re no angel. You’re fake. You try to make people think that you’re so innocent but you’re not. You’re secretly a bitch, the only difference between you an I is that I’m not in denial. I’m not afraid to have anyone and everyone know who I really am and that I am not a pleasant person at times. You, you just try to play it off as if you’re some kind of saint. You’re only fooling yourself. Everyone around you sees who you really are. Anyone that can read a person knows that you’re nothing special. I’ve got a lot more to say but theres not enough paper in the world to support everything I’d say to you so I guess this is is. -kaitlyn
Nov. 20th, 2004 @ 03:33 pm
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So, I haven't written in this in a while. I haven't really been up to it. Lots of stuff has happened though. So I've been hanging out at Randy's like every day, we've ((me megan and claire)) gotten pretty close with them ((randy n those guys). I wrote in my notebook about all of them and Claire read what I wrote to Scott about him and then she was gonna read Duncan what I read about him but I was like shit if someone is gonna read it, it's gonna be me!! Hahaha so I read it to him, and he was all aww I am glad to know someone cares. haha it was funny. Hmm...A guy named Mike Hammond died over last weekend:( I didn't really know him, I knew who he was but it's still really sad. I cried. It reminds me of Paul so I don't know, it's pretty shitty. A bunch of his friends from school got sweatshirts made that say like RIP and stuff like that and they had signs and shit up at school. They had a tribute to huim yesterday they sang One Last Caress, 2 avenged sevenfold songs and Bro Hymn. It was really cute. Randy, Bob, Jeff, and Kyle came to my dad's yesterday and so did Tony and Jimmy. We ((me n claire)) came up on a grip of bud. :) I gave Jeff a bowl piece for his bong, Willy's old one. :( Jeff left his bong at my house tough because I LOVE LOVE LOVE that bong and I am probably gonna buy it off of him so he was like yeah I will just leave it at your house. It already has a pillow bag and everything I am so excited. I love it. Lets see...nothing else really. Heres some pictures.

my new challace ((kinda mine))

Me, My brother Spencer, and My cousin Eddie
Nov. 5th, 2004 @ 11:33 am
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so wokeup this morning got ready went to go driving for my FIRST time ever right. well i am doing all good i even drive on main streets and stuff right. i make a right turn on to plant and i turned too sharp, and i kinda crashed in to the chain link fence on the lincoln kindergarten playground. haha. my mom wasnt mad though. which IIII am happy about. :P yeah it was funny. i was just like SHIT!!! i accidentally hit the gas instead of the break. "/ yeah well thats all oh yeah and last night i fuckin went to "the jungle" in pv with mike and spencer and berman it was funnn. xxxo.
Oct. 24th, 2004 @ 10:41 am
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LAST PERSON WHO... x. Slept in your bed: me... x. Saw you cry: i dont know i cant remember the last time i cried... x. Made you cry: ^^ x. You spent the night with: ashley. x. You shared a drink with: claire x. You went to the movies with: dont remember i dont really go see movies much x. You went to the mall with: spencer and <mike3
x. Yelled at you: myself. "/
x. Sent you an email: rateusa haha yeah baby
x. You kissed: paul ((not banfield.))
HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "i love you" and meant it: of course
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: always. haha :)
x. Been to New York: yes
x. Florida: no
x. California: no...never.
x. Hawaii: fur sheezy
x. Mexico: of course.
x. China: i'd have to say no
x. Canada: never
x. Danced naked: haha yeah!!
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: nahh
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: oh god yes
x. Had an imaginary friend: never
x. Fought with your parents: always...
PERSONAL THINGS
x. Things you like in a guy: clever clean hands clean fingernails good teeth nice hair funny
x. What book are you reading now: smack!
x. Worst feeling in the world: that empty feeling that you get when you miss someone.
x. What is the first thing you think when you wake up: fuck...i gotta get up...
x. Future daughter's name: roksanne marie
x. Future son's name:james damien or andre dean
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yes of course
x. What's under your bed: shiiiiiiiiiiiiiit
x. Favorite sport to watch: FOOTBALL!
x. Current Age: 15 years young. :P
x. Siblings: spencer me hero
x. Location: NSR suckaaaaaaaaas.
x. Piercings/tattoos: 6...3 in each ear
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: never
EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: of course.
x. Do you drink: at times
x. Who are your best friends: the pc mutha fuckas you know who you be.
x. What are you most scared of: rape, or someone messing with my emotions
x. What clothes do you sleep in: t shirt n boyshorts
x. Where do you want to get married: in ur bed. ;)
x. Who do you really hate: YOU!!!
x. Been in love: sadly...
x. Do you have a job : i wish
x. Do you like being around people: certain people.
x. Are you for world peace: fuck peace "i bleieve in death destruction chaos filth and greeeeeeeeeeeed". a dollar to anyone besides alex that can name what movie that's from.
x. Are you a health freak: oh yeah.
FAVORITE
x. Room in house: your room baby. xxx
x. Type(s) of music: im a gangsta so i gotta represent my rap-ness and im a cowgirl so you gotta give props to the country homies ehh and everythign else to...
x. Color: p!nk
x. Food(s): subway, chinese food.
x. Perfume or cologne: lucky
x. Month: any winter month
x. Day: friiiday.
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried:noooope
x. Bought something: yeah
x. Gotten sick: no
x. Sang: always.
x. Said "I Love You": ohh baby yes i do.
x. Met someone new: maybeee
x. Talked to someone: not at all
x. Missed someone: of course.
x. Hugged someone: yessssss
x. Kissed someone: eww germs
x. Had a crush on someone: always.
xxxo. love you alex!!!
Oct. 21st, 2004 @ 07:59 pm
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HOLLLLLA! so I have kinda given up on this thing since people don't really read it. But, anyways I had such a good time last night. There was a fight at the bar it was some crazy shit.
ehh..I was sitting here reading what people wrote in my yearbook last year and I fuckin found this thing and it says: From stoner 2 stoner smoke a bowl then smoke 2 more smoke that weed (chronic) til you can buy it in the store. and I have no idea who wrote it. If anybody who reads this wrote it tell me cuz I am puzzled. "/ It is signed by "Cronic" and it's all like gangster writing and shit, my name is like tagged it is pretty tight. hah. I just wish I knew who wrote it...probably someone at one of the thousand parties that were thrown at my house while I was in Hawaii. well I dont really have much more to write so I am off. xxxo.
Oh yeah! and I am going to go see Pennywise, Finch, and the Distillers. on NOv. 20. I am so excited!!!!! YAY!! :P
Oct. 16th, 2004 @ 11:39 am
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this journal is a waste...no one ever reads it. xxxo.
Oct. 12th, 2004 @ 10:45 pm
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